Mini Life Update - Hiatus, Forgiving Myself, Balancing Business + Well-Being

It's been a while since I've been here. It's crazy to reflect how much I've suppressed and buried away what brought me so much joy. My soul has been very insistent with me reactivating my blog again. This hiatus was no longer being tolerated by my soul.

So here I am... reborn and on another wavelength.

My current focus these days consist of

• Healing my gut

• Balancing my hormones

• Regulating stress

• Strengthening my body

And overall cultivate healthy habits into my everyday while working on my businesses.

Next on my list is to regulate my sleep. But I'll get back to that once I catch footing with the list above.

Back to my blog hiatus --

My time was spent growing my businesses, burning out all the time, while learning how to find balance. It was a struggle because "working super hard to be successful" was ingrained and programmed into me at a young age. It was all I saw growing up, especially with parents that came from third world countries.

It's easy to get lost in the ambition of growing your businesses. And I wasn't working on just one. I was working on two -- Veggie Fam + Self Goddess! Like girrrrl... lol I still don't know how I managed to make it this far with my well-being, but here we are!

I must say that the 2020 pandemic was a huge blessing in disguise. It allowed me the space and opportunity to really heal greater depths. It's the end of 2022 and I feel like there's still so much shit to unpack! LOL.

Many things surfaced up for me during my hiatus that I'll probably share down the line.

But to sum it all up. Forgiveness was one of them.

Forgiving myself for

• Giving away my power

• Dimming my light

• Feeling unworthy of love

• Denying myself the space to heal

• Suppressing my emotions

• Ignoring my intuition

• Put others before myself

If it's one thing I've learned throughout this time of healing and growing... is that this journey never stops. We are forever shifting, transforming, expanding and evolving on all levels and layers of our being. I've learned that I am a better person when I take care of my sacred trinity (mind, body and spirit). My businesses do better, too.

I also learned that when I fall out of alignment to my practices, life is chaotic and self-sabotage comes out to haunt me lol. I had to experience both sides of the spectrum a number of times to finally say, ENOUGH of this pattern of decline. And finally made a commitment to my self.

Everyday I would write on a scratch piece of paper my action list that needed to be done for my businesses, reminders, goals, and I made sure to prioritize time for my mind, body and spirit. I did this over the span of two years. I couldn't just keep track with everything only using my head. Having a mental note, forgetting it, then remembering it 5 weeks later... It's a tiresome drain to my energies. I just can't live like that no more. I made sure to release whatever was in my mental body into paper because Lord knows that I will go crazy if I kept it in my head lol! Next thing you know... I went from a scratch piece of paper to an aesthetically pleasing daily notepad! I designed it and called it Soulpreneur. It just took my daily planning to the next level. If you are looking to transform your productivity as a conscious entrepreneur that prioritizes self-care, the Soulpreneur Notepad is for you!

Side Note: When I reactivated my blog, which I had forgotten how it looked before designing my notepad, I was humbly touched by how aligned my notepad was to the front page.

This self love notepad is perfect for:

☽ Cultivating positive habits in our day-to-day that compounds positive results into the future

☽ Cultivating balance within our business and our well-being

Blogging again

My intention is to share what I've been learning along my journey. I have to give a big shout out to myself back in 2018, more than 4 years ago, for writing the blog post

LETTER TO SELF - A Reminder to why I Blog

It's honestly the best reminder for why I even started in the first place. It is a safe space to share and document what it is in my heart, what I've experienced, and what I am experimenting with.

Stay tuned for the next blog post. I'm going to be sharing to you some thangs I've been incorporating into my day-to-day. And just whatever my soul feels called to share.

If you made it this far, thank you for reading. My heart beams light to you.

All my love,

Khristyne